I've never tried it, Nancy. Sad to say, it's not particularly enticing for me as well. I'd be afraid of what God would ask of me, even though I know that He would never ask more than what we are able to give. It speaks volumes of my lack of trust in God, my lack of faith.The only remedy for that would be to bungee-jump. And so, right now I say to my God - God's Will be mine. I refuse Thee nothing.
Your final sentence grabs my heart, Caitlynne Grace, and I can only imagine how it grabs the Heart of Our Lord. Through the very real path of uncertainty, you make a decision to refuse Him nothing. You have inspired me.